We struggled a lot today. The anger slipped in when she tries to barge into our room and started shouting and making sarcastic remarks. The sudden burst of emotions creeped in, the angry frustration.
It was so maddening, we were determined that we don't want to continue this kind of life anymore. That we would rather die than to continue on like this. but we seek help, and now we have to live.
We wanted to scream at her. but we held it in because speaking to her is useless. After trying to force her out of our room, we still had to go to the kitchen and have breakfast with her. It felt so tiring!
It is what it is, but how, why, do we have to go on living like this. How do we regulate this feeling. We couldn't sleep, and we struggle with work, but yet, we still have to struggle with a terrible morning with this women. As we eat our breakfast, everything around us is filled with bitterness and anger because she was angry.
Why do we suffer because of someone else. You thought we were getting better, but we already knew. We told you, that it's hopeless but you stubbornly refuses to die.
Why is she screaming at us! What has she done for us anyway!? what right does she have to scream at us!! just shut up when you have never even done anything for us!
It's so hard today. we could barely function.
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