Well, there goes the plan of feeling good. The suicidal thought decrease, but the self harm thought increase. Every time I recall it, I just hurt myself. It's really funny how the pain only comes afterwards. What I hate most is how I don't understand why I cant just let it go or get over it after all these years.
Like WHY.
Maybe it's really better to just die. this struggle is too much and not worth it.
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