Tuesday, May 14, 2024

MEDICATION

 I stopped Ratalin for the past 3 days, and I took 1 today. It feels like too much, and my jaws, chest is tense. Why does it feel like anxiety? is it my blood pressure going up?

Too bad that my watch is low on battery, cant even see my heart rate/blood pressure. This feeling is so uncomfortable. but great for working and being productive.

For a few moments, I could feel the blood rushing to my head and hands, and felt hot flushes for a awhilen too. My head felt dizzy and I kept trying to take deep breaths and hope the the EOs would help.

I wondered how high my blood pressure was to have felt that so physically.

I feel really hungry

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