First post 2014 !

I blink and I twinkle my wings, I was finally set free
I embrace the silent night, and I flew towards the light
I felt giddily light headed when I see the cheer in sight

I would like to believe that I have grown much since the past years. This year will be exciting as I will be challenging myself to be a greater person!


I have never gave much thought in setting resolutions. The idea of not achieving them did not appeal to me. Then again, like I say, this year I will strive to be better. So, I have created a list =)


It's amazing to know that there is so much to learn in life. Each one of us struggles, and I have learn to let bygones be bygones. I feel like I have failed some people, by not being there for them, not being able to help them. Really, I cant help someone who doesn't even know that they are drowning. What else can I do? I didn't want to drown anymore, I MUST learn to stop feeling bad and guilty about it. I felt very helpless as we grow apart, but this is life.


I hope that at some point, I had helped her. Now it is someone's else turn, to be her best friend. I sincerely wish for her to be well and happy. This is all I want! Even though this is not what I might get. We are set for disappointment when we have desire, because this world is ever changing and our needs can never be fully satisfy by outside factors.


Lets all forge ahead and be mindful of what we want to achieve and practice them!


Happy 2014 peeps!

2013

Its amazing how much a year can change you. =)

First post of 2012

I close my eyes and wish I could go to another place. Where colours are everything, beautiful and bright, with rays of sunlight. Twinkling smiles and kind hearted soul. Maybe that is where heaven is.

I can't stand this world. It horrifies me what people could do. Their cruelty sickens me. I wish I am not of this world. I wish I can be done here and move on to something more. Why are humans so complicated? why can't they be trueful and honest and be frank with what they are feeling? why are there evil and mean people? why cant people have more kindess in them? why do they have to bring someone down and cause ppl misery?

Nevertheless, it is in my hands to live the best way I can, to hold happiness in my hands. I want to be strong, and live a good life. With loving family and good friends. All this are what matters to me.

Anyway this is my first post of 2012. It feels good to come back here. To write abt all this odd stuff and let my negative feelings out. So far things have been alright after C. Been excercising alot and causing pain on my muscle. =)