Thursday, January 12, 2012

First post of 2012

I close my eyes and wish I could go to another place. Where colours are everything, beautiful and bright, with rays of sunlight. Twinkling smiles and kind hearted soul. Maybe that is where heaven is.





I can't stand this world. It horrifies me what people could do. Their cruelty sickens me. I wish I am not of this world. I wish I can be done here and move on to something more. Why are humans so complicated? why can't they be trueful and honest and be frank with what they are feeling? why are there evil and mean people? why cant people have more kindess in them? why do they have to bring someone down and cause ppl misery?

Nevertheless, it is in my hands to live the best way I can, to hold happiness in my hands. I want to be strong, and live a good life. With loving family and good friends. All this are what matters to me.

Anyway this is my first post of 2012. It feels good to come back here. To write abt all this odd stuff and let my negative feelings out. So far things have been alright after C. Been excercising alot and causing pain on my muscle. =)

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